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1.
Cat Party 05:29
maybe it was the cycle or the incarnation Your soul floats towards a brighter day, but there's none here anymore. I will try to take your pain away Any time I hear you, I think that I'm dreaming. Every time I see you, I know that I'm dreaming so this is where the hat hangs for tonight at least I know that you're all alone, I know that you have no home. Spirits trapped inside a mortal body screaming out "rescue me". Preach the word of love and affection, the true epitome of beauty. cardinal directions, they pull relentless solitude for two solitude for two I know that you are blind. My dear, I hope you see me. but upon presentation reasons weren’t laid on the table deemed wholly unnecessary still struggling to peel back Oh I hope you see me because lately I can't even look at myself. meaning failed the stationary why wouldn’t it now? let’s drop candy in this bitter drink a foundation of our vehicle Every time I see you walking towards me, I think that this is all a dream, and I have no reason to believe that you exist to anyone but me. Where have all my lives gone, have I lived them all? Where have my nine lives gone? Have I lived them all? first and final chapters left unwritten call it procrastination this is just a still photograph I know you're cold, and I know that you need a hand to hold, but dear I hope that you know that I am still so close, but I can't wrap my head around you. this is just a still photograph this is just a still
2.
pull my heart out of my chest dump my body in a shallow, unmarked grave and Cut bury my heart in the garden My bury my heart in the garden Heart bury my heart in the garden Out bury my heart in the garden A departed soul needs no love or a hand to Hold bury my heart in the garden My bury my heart in the garden Head bury my heart in the garden Up bury my heart Please in the garden
3.
there’s a certain quality in bloodshot eyes I seem to have forgotten just who I am are the hiding something, a map in disguise? follow these veins the guide like dotted lines you are the iris, and I, the pupil inside I will spend the rest of my life searching through the skies for a reason to keep on moving, Oh but I'm stuck in waves, begging to see your face, And I'm taking pills, hoping I might just dream of you. god exists only ‘cause we believe but pascal’s wager had no effect on me how is it easy to believe in something that we can’t even see? occam’s razor cut skin to the bone bleeds out complexity leaves only simplicity it makes more sense can’t you see god bless this architect he built these cities underneath the sea he envisioned worlds that you and me couldn’t even see so give me adam and give me eve give me everything thing I’m gonna drown this whole town now I’m gonna burn it to the ground it’s filled with splicers and fiends gonna baptize it, make it clean I’ll build your trust and love just to break it back down your earth and sea, it’s all apart of me your dirt brought trees, they are growing up inside me I’ll keep you safe from the horrors in the way of no gods, no kings, only human beings if I’m their savior then you’re their god ‘cause you taught me everything I know you made me who I am today this fucked up monster I’ll teach them selfishness I’ll teach them humility I’ll teach them every little thing that you taught me I’ll kill all their sisters and their daddies too I’ll follow you along the shore I couldn’t send somebody to find you ‘cause there’s nowhere left to stand I'm floating to the sea, don't send somebody to find me because I'm already so far gone, it's sad. I saw you floating below me I was already a thousand leagues above you but you never stop falling I see you floating above me but I'm already a thousand leagues under you, and I can't stop drowning. I gave you this compass six months ago marked the map and showed you where to go but you can’t trust the stars anymore Lost your compass six months ago, burned the map and didn't know where to go, oh I can't trust the stars. I’ll follow you along the shore a lighthouse will guide me to your door I hope that we don’t die alone Oh how I long for your shore, rocky beaches and a place that I call home, oh god, I'm so fucking alone my whole life I had you to protect me, you failed I'm sorry I failed my whole life's meaning, forgive me. but you came back and searched the seas to find me, my god But she locked me up and hid my from our vision, a savior. our two lives are intertwined together, you failed me I never thought that we could change the world can we still change ourselves? can we still save ourselves Because my whole life, all I've ever wanted was to change can we still save ourselves
4.
Blue House 02:41
Pushed through that blue door into self-deprecation and dreams accomplished. Memories there a vision of guns to my head. Tired eyes only see black and white. I gave into the wrong set of surroundings. I will never feel loved again, just pros and cons of medications. They have shut down all comforts. I will never wake up in a hospital bed again, my next attempt gets full effort. My illness took everything. It was due time my friends gave up on me. Flailing and falling asleep quickly, I never asked anyone to save me. I couldn't peel her breath from the ceiling, I couldn't tear her words from those walls. I had to let go I had to move on I had to leave
5.
Popsicle Jesus cold between my lips Feed your god being becoming communion you are the great I am Feed your god Suck off salvation in my mouth, baby Feed your god service salary preservation let’s make a habit out of this Feed your god God in gods traffic school pull me over, put me in handcuffs Feed your god Baptism by president’s erection I’m wet with democracy Feed your god make it rain, baby To be to not to be seemly saving sexy sinning sisters So homey orange holey the most extreme To be complete me me me me me me me Capital others crash together automize choking fix me now Mechanize mothers ever loving patriarchs joking ha ha ha ha ha Capital others cold between my lips atomize choking you are the great I am in my mouth, baby To be to not to be seemly let’s make a habit out of this So hol(e)y orange homie pull me over, put me in handcuffs To be complete I’m wet with democracy make it rain, baby saving sexy sinning sisters the most extreme me me me me me me me
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(de)fused 09:19
throwing letters away throwing letters away I gave half my life to a light that I choose to dangle in front of my face. hey there my pretty little train conductor let’s get all lickedy split I'll take all the blame. throwing letters away throwing letters away We haven't connected in so long, but I hope that when the time comes we both will have such soft hearts and such encouraging characters. we’re sneaking around downstairs but she’s in our bedroom with your man all my life, my whole life all my life, my whole life I’ve been defused from the inbox out I've given up on myself fused into me, lost empathy that drink means you’d still be talking discovered the inbox, find out all you want strung along by this machinery Drank with apathy, discovered misery I've given up on everything else I’m defused from the inbox out in the wrong place with the wrong person, person I was born a boy with phallic hardware Ever evolving digital monsters in your dead boyfriend’s arms you showed me but I don't know if I could take that to my grave that’s why I had to be so still, lying next to you while you slept What do I have to look up to? The older models will tear me up, like they've torn you up. in your dead boyfriend’s arms you showed me that’s why I had to be so still, lying next to you while you slept I’m so confused I’m so defused I’m so confused I’m so confused I’m so defused I’m so confused your lumberjack can’t see through this blanket but then again, neither can I neither can I neither can I I built this certain character we don’t have to tell your god about this out of my multiple we don’t have to tell your god about this personalities we don’t have to tell your god about this that those doctors assigned me we don’t have to tell your god about this that my mother gave to me we don’t have to tell your god about this Look away we don’t have to tell your god about this I'm not here for your enjoyment. I just want to bring myself down. I'm not here for your enjoyment. I have torn out my lying eyes do you want some? don’t worry, it’s real rejected my reflection happy birthday to him? happy birthday to me happy birthday to him? happy birthday to me That's not mine, that's not me happy birthday to him? happy birthday to him? happy birthday to him? We have taken so many pills extending herself to you we have lost sight of ourselves I’m sure someone is enjoying the evidence I don't know who knows me I was born broken and I fucking hate that it is all you will ever see in me. Ever evolving digital monsters I don’t pay to play, and I don’t pay to play I don’t pay to play, and I don’t pay to play cut you off at the lungs if you do the same for me I was born broken and I fucking hate that it is all I will ever be. cut you off at the lungs if you do the same for me Distanced. Damaged. So far away. your mirage is a chemical island last hope for a desperate man I see you glimmer off in the distance I’ll probably never see you again I’m sinking quickly into the sand no stable or cross to stand goodbye my oldest friend I think it’s safe to say I’m losing faith in the human race yet I still say honestly I love my life and today
7.
An empty casket, an unread book. Flip it open, dive into death cannot possibly come quickly enough a different world better than your shitty life. death cannot possibly come quickly enough Do you want to die like I want to die? death cannot possibly come quickly enough Better than your shitty life; there's a comfort in the longest nights for death cannot possibly come quickly enough diseased minds with the sharpest knives and a handful of pills. so, fill a hearse so, fill a hearse Tear down the walls that you built to funnel your emotions and let them take over everything. so, fill a hearse so, fill a hearse Now mangle your body and bleed.
8.
Dragon Bones 02:58
Comfort isn't always quite as reinforced as you might think, and that's what fucks me up the most, knowing that at any second I might sink. I wanna play with matches, I wanna burn my house down. I am buttoned right to left I wanna run with scissors, I wanna cut this heart out. I have button left to right I wanna run with scissors, I wanna burn my house down. I prefer to tear clothes off I prefer to tear skin off I wanna play with matches, I wanna cut this heart out. I prefer to tear clothes off I prefer to tear skin off If I was to start running is there anybody who would follow me? I am unpleasantly comfortable And if I drop out of life just to overdrink and overthink is there anybody? Is there anybody? I am pleasantly uncomfortable I've never truly felt comfort before, but I've never quite felt this uncomfortable. What is this body for?

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released June 15, 2019

Val Brown - Vocals, Electronics;
Zach Dansie - Guitar, Vocals;
Cisco Garcia-Garza - Bass, Group Vocals;
Kale Morse - Vocals, Bass, Electronics;
Clark Radford - Vocals;
Ryan Tuttle - Guitar, Vocals;
Scott Wasilewski - Cello, Group Vocals;
Derek Wetemkamp - Group Vocals;
Sam Whitaker - Drums, Group Vocals;

Tracked at Red Light Studios by Scott Schilling
Mixed and mastered at The Grotto by Nic Kartchner
Album art by Zachary Olpin

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Frantic musical examinations and exorcisms on personal, societal, fantastic failures -- based in Salt Lake City

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